Today hasn't been much of a day at all. Not much has been going through my mind. There is something that happened today, and that just so happens to revolve around memories...

I ran across a little blue notebook. Man, what a notebook this is. There is 8 pages in this notebook that my mom wrote on last Summer. Everything in there was about the hectic events that we went through last Summer. Man reliving those memories was to be honest, eccentric. It was like I was letting go of my past. Relinquishing it from my grasp and mind. I realized things that I've been told, but just didn't believe for myself. My psychiatrist told me that I don't need to go through the troubles of making up with my family (outside family, not parents); she says that I don't need those type of people in my life because they'll only bring me down.

There were other things in this notebook that my mom wrote. Stuff about me, and how she betrayed me by smoking pot, even though she knew it bothered me so much. Childhood memories are great, no matter if they're painful or joyful. I believe that you shouldn't regret things because it's a waste of time. Honestly without every decision, every choice, every mistake, every promise, every lie, every word, every litte thing that you do in life makes YOU WHO YOU ARE TODAY!!! You couldn't be there without it.

I've not only been thinking about my childhood in the home, but at school. I remember growing up with these people. My friends that I've known since Kindergarden. It's amazing to think that we've been through Elementary, Middle, and now almost our Junior year of High School. It honestly is, not only have we grown physically, but emotionally. We've all become mature (well most of us) teenagers.
I've been looking over pictures from previous yearbooks, my personal pictures, and such...it's just an amazing transformation that you see in each and every person. God is a wonderful being, and he has done a magnificent job with the human population and the running of the Earth.

Ha..now I just found my journal from last year...hehe. Lets see my bio.

"Ginger Smith"
Age: 15 yrs and 2 months
B-Day: March 10th, 1990
Favorite Color: Blue
Favorite Food: Ranch Dressing
Best Friend: Lindsay McMall
Favorite thing to do: Listen to music and watch wrestling!
Favorite Wrestler: John Cena
Sexiest Person Alive: John Cena
Favorite Singer: John Cena
Favorite Actor: John Cena

Hmmm...now lets look at me.

"GiGi"
Age: 16 yrs and 2 months
B-Day: March 10th, 1990
Favorite Color: Blue
Favorite Food: Tacos
Best Friend: Leah Traver
Favorite Thing to do: Write Poetry, listen to music, and go to school.
Favorite Wrestler: none
Sexiest Person Alive: John Cena
Favorite Singer: Jon Micah Sumrall
Favorite Actor: Hugh Grant

hehe...I see some changes in there...lol. Now, lets examine the actual journal...hehe. Right...don't really wanna remember my dating period...hehe.

Well, I'm off to bed now. Just have to make sure I post something everyday now.

Peace Out!
-Gigi