Well, last night I was putting together my poetry book, and I was using my blog for reference on the meanings behind some of my poems. I ran across the post "Lost My Senses", and I started to bring up old memories, and how I've always been a strong and inspiring person. Lately, I've been very dependent on my teachers, especially Mrs. Parker. That post though, helped me to realize that I don't necessarily need them to survive in this world.

So because of that, I have decided to start using my blog more (that's if I can remember to do so). I want to start keeping it as a journal again, not just for my poems. I want to be able to look back on this in a few months, or maybe even years. I want to remember the things that made me smile, or upset me. So...I'll start of with today.

Like I mentioned earlier, I was working on my poetry book last night. It's titled, "Lazy Days: Poems and Thoughts". I was only able to make one copy because I was low on printer ink. I knew exactly who would receive that copy, Mrs. Parker. I went to school today and gave that to her. I am really impressed with myself lately, I have grown so much these past few months. Emotionally, Socially, Intellectually, and just all around. My writing has matured, and my thoughts have strengthen to being my own. Just looking through some of my older posts, I can tell the difference in my writing. It's amazing how one can change so much.

I know why I've changed so much, it's because I got into poetry a lot. Once I started writing poetry, my English scores increased, my literature developed, and my grammar became the person I am. It's like something that bothers me a lot, I'm actually irritated that some of my friends signed my yearbook, and used the wrong your. It's like "Ginger, Your a cool person." Umm, no... it should be "Ginger, You're a cool person."

Back to today though, I had a meeting at school for the Dual Enrollment students only. Which Dual Enrollment is the option that I took up to be enrolled at my high school, and the community college. I found out that my high school is offering a lot more dual enrollment classes next year. So I went and got my schedule changed. I dropped Executive interning and took up Teaching Assisting and the computer class. Also during the Spring Term, I'm going to try to take the teaching classes. If you haven't noticed, I've decided to persue my goals in the educational field. The principal has already told me that she would hire me to work there. So I'm getting a head start on my degree.

Other than that, nothing else really happened today. I was pulled into a hug by Mrs. Parker, which was weird, but hugs are nice. Yes...I'm changing, hugs don't bother me like they use to.

I'm beginning to feel deeply saddened that the school year is coming to a close. There is only 6 more days left in school, and that isn't enough for me. I wish it didn't have to end, because I feel like some of the friendships that I have gained, might deteriorate over the Summer. I hope that isn't the case though. Plus, next year I won't have Mr. Walker...boo hoo hoo. Well I'm off to work on my independent projects. (I've been doing a lot of those lately).

I've changed my ending saying. It's no longer "Til Then, PeAcE!"
It has become,

Peace Out!
-Gigi