Ok, today my mom came to school to drop off my medicine. She told me she had an appointment friday for the both of us. So I thought she was talking about counceling. I told her no! Then she comes home, and tells me that she wants to go get Glamore Shots together... but the thing is, Im still mad at her. I can't put on a fake smile just for a glamore shot. So... I told her I didn't want to go. But then Stephanie came in here and was all telling me just to go. Make her happy by going. But I don't think I should make her happy, I don't owe her... in my opinion, they still owe me. Am I right?

Man... I swear, everything was just starting to get better... and now this happens. I mean you got to be kidding me. I just got into another big argument with my parents. I don't get it, they seem to think that smoking pot is good. Its not, no matter what they say. They are trying to take away my laptop and everything that I enjoy because I have an attitude with them. I mean I shouldn't have to forgive them. That is my right, and this is how I feel... and I am going to continue to feel this way. They can take my life away, before I would forgive them. I mean, my mom straight out told me that she wishes she never had me... ARG, that really upset me. It hasn't even been a week, and they expect me to forgive them. "We made a mistake". How many times have I heard this, way to many times. Over the summer, we had a deal that I would lose weight, and they would quit smoking. So far I have lost 43 lbs, and they quit for about 2 months. Now they started up again, its not like Im going to gain all that weight back. Im going to continue to lose. So, not only did they break a promise. But they lied. I have fogiven them way to many times. And Im not going to this time.

Due to everything that has recently happened with my family and stuff, the halloween party has been cancelled. Also, last night my mom was on the phone with my grandparents... yuck! Anyway, she called to talk to Rose to see what was so important that she wanted to talk to me about. So Rose told her, and Rose wants to be friends. She was all like I miss being able to tell Ginger my problems, and her to tell me hers. I miss being able to say Hi in the hallways and her responding to me. We are cousins, we should be able to talk to each other, not be enemies. I started BUSTING OUT LAUGHING! So I have had a really good day today because of that. Also, when I was in 2nd period, Mrs.Middleton came up to me and was asking me about making a Sophomore Class website. I told her I would. So when I got home, I asked my mom if I could have a website that is payed for. She said yes, so this website for the sophomore class will have alot cooler features. Also it will be a domain address, not a subdomain.. YIPPEE! The address is www.RamsSophomores.com. Check it out, I am still working on it though.

Ok... well last night I caught my parents smoking weed again... It really upset me, so I haven't been talking to them. I have also written a kinda poem about it. Well, since we got into this argument. My parents have cancelled the Halloween party. It really bites, but I will get over it, maybe I will try again next year. Depends on if my parents and I make up. Chef Tyson is trying to get me to see the guidence councelor Mrs.Kirby, I don't know if I should. I mean I value his opinion, but... its just not me. We will see, I told him I would think about it and get back to him. Well I hope life gets a little better.

Right now, the halloween party is a guarenteed party. There is going to be some awesome stuff. We have decided to make it an outside party. More room, interaction, and scariness. There will be a graveyard kinda theme going on. So outside sounds great. I will be handing invitations out tomorrow. I will update on this as the time approaches us for the awakening of hollows eve..... I don't know, just something catchy.